October 25, 1981
I'm depressed. I think my first love and only love was and is Ali. We never even got to get together. I know we would have been right for each other because ne never would have made any advances on me and then if I wanted I could have made all the advances. It would have been fun. Then there was Scott, that Phillipino boy at the Roller-Skating rink. He was so sweet also. I think I like foreigners. Wow, I passed him up too. That makes 3 now? I forgot about what's his name in 7th grade and that boy in camp when I was 12, but that's it. I guess I'll have more chances. They were so innocent than at 12 and 13. I forgot about John when I was 7. And Jose like me at 7 also but he was weird. John was sweet, really sweet. If I went to Pingry, I know I'd have a boyfriend. But I'm so afraid of everyone else's reactions to me having a boyfriend at this age. When I'm an adult it would be so much different. Boys are really immature now. I need a mature person.
LATER ON
Morgan and I had it out. He told me he wanted to have sex with me or else he would not go out with me. He was so rotten. Ellen hated him.
LATER ON
Morgan and I had it out. He told me he wanted to have sex with me or else he would not go out with me. He was so rotten. Ellen hated him.
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