November 20, 1981

I'm so depressed! My mother was supposed to get married today. Ironically I'm entering a story in a writing contest for a Christian maqgazine. It's called, I WILL." It's about my final acceptance of the fact that my mother can love others besides me. It was hard for me to accept that because she and I were all we had , and I am so possessive and so used to it.

Anyway, I'm leaving for Florida on Sunday, the deadline for the story is the following Sunday so I have to have it done by tomorr.w. I just 3 days ago, returned to workinf on it, after a 2 week rest. I couldn't write then. I don't know why. Mrs. Chasan got me...