May 15, 1981

I started taking History notes but am giving it up for today. I'm too too tired. I finished the backdrop last night and went to Barbara's, then I went to Burger King. I had an apple pie against my mother's will. One day, when I read this over, I'll tell you how I got it. It's interesting but I don't feel like doing it now. I hope I don't forget. We got home after 7:30 P.M. I fell asleep on and off until 12:00. I had such a headache, and I was so tired that I got sick. I woke up at 12:00, and took a shower and washed my hair. I put the Henna intensive hair conditioner over on it. After my refreshing shower I was up. I swear, I think I have rituals now. I don't want to sleep. When I get tired I reward myself with food. I'm not hungry and I don't want to eat and get fat. Then I'll stay up all night and feel good about it.

(Author's note: I completely forgot how I fooled my mom into buying me and apple pie that night).